A Life changing event

It's been a while since I've written on my blog due to some busy times. But I plan on getting back into the swing of things. This blog is about something that recently happened to us a couple weeks ago. Most of you that are friends and family have been following on Facebook and know what im talking about..
It has to do with my baby boy getting really sick with RSV that turned into pneumonia and influenza. He was air lifted to a children's hospital 2 hrs from where we live. To be better treated and to be intabated. This was the scariest thing I have ever had to go through. A time where I felt so helpless as a mommy and a time where I totally needed to trust in God's promises and pray without ceasing. Never have I EVER prayed the way I did. And never did I ever feel as desperate for a miracle. It was so hard to Trust completely, I will admit. Especially when my mind wandered thinking the worst about the situation, and when I physically saw my itte helpless baby boy sedated with tubes coming out of every where. My heart was crushed into pieces. Many friends and family were praying for us and sending s encouraging words. But sometimes it was hard to receive as a mom because I would let my worry and anxiousness consume my every thought. I was having a constant battle in my head.. Fighting the enemy with these thoughts. My heart new better. You see God is a very important part of my life , I stand on his many promises and he has come through for me in my times of despair many times. His blessings are very evident in my life. Including this little baby he has given to me, this baby who he loves even more than I do! If that's possible... ( and it is)
After a week of hospitilazation he came off the sedation and ventilator and he was breathing on his own! God once again came through for me.. And he made it through.
All of this has shown me to be thankful for everything and to value what's important in life.. For me it's Life itself. He has also increased my faith beyond measure. He is so almighty I'm so blessed to be loved by him and from here on out.. When I feel like I'm having a not so good day.. I think this is the day the lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it!